23 janvier 2008

Minus three

Too occupied with coming concerts and preoccupied with future concerns to focus anyhow on the present... Even though I am unable to analyse I would lie telling these times are free from emotional consciousness. I'm turning into such an planning freak that I'd dare sorting elusive brief passing moments... Main of those is the obsessive idea to have reached the mid-term of my stay in Finland, now bursting faster and faster toward the end... While browsing traineeship offers lists, I tried to figure out leaving Tampere... for maybe... [Lire la suite]
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17 janvier 2008

Like music

Things are seriously darkening, complicating and messing up there. Heaviest load of work so far, wasted energy and lack of energy, and the dormant seeds of anguish in full bloom anew, whose creepers crawl strangling. I've been asked why I wasn't daring, whereas life so beautiful awaited me... "you're talking about tracks, paths and codes". I answered fear. - but there is music fortunately enough to lift me up and beyond, touching lightly another level's strings, leaving me adrift in the same even swamp of feelings I used... [Lire la suite]
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12 janvier 2008

News from the front

I wish I wouldn't have to sleep. It is almost irritating to realize that a reversed day-night rhythm is not inverting again so easily. After four days of community law seminar, taking up to seven hours a day plus the other lectures, exhaustion did not succeed alone to force me to bed. I am wondering if living at night and sleeping at day is not a deep natural tendency of mine more than a bad habit too commonly taken ; and as a parallel, whether this habit or tendency depends solely upon the bare charms of darkness or the... [Lire la suite]
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09 janvier 2008

HALO MANASH live in Paris, 01/02

ou "On a les flyers-euh ! On a les flyers-euh !" Splendid !
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06 janvier 2008

Introverted iNtuitive Thinking Perceiving

This first month of 2008 promises to be interesting. It began all in the dark, in the silent room, the early morning or on the shore, in magic moments and deep atmosphere. The sun rose before my very window as I plunged in two days of half-sleep... Then my two new flatmates arrived, really nice girls full of questions about the life in Tampere. Big girls I don't have to look after. Times had reversed from the Eve, and I spent nights thus far listening to music - Moon music. Slightly too much, as I don't even feel going deeper but... [Lire la suite]
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01 janvier 2008

Night ride and sunrise

I was vaguely expecting Apocalypse, stars crashing to each other and dive into the black and Oblivion, but it actually did not happen and at last it is not so bad. Someone wrote a strange sentence, a bare finger against the dirt of the glass pane, at the bus stop where I was still pacing after another almost sleepless night. This night I hurt myself to see if I could feel the pain ... focused on ... needle. It reminded me of the Delirium story in Sandman's Endless Nights, in which the man that lost his mind was writing prophecies on... [Lire la suite]
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24 décembre 2007

Correspondances

I was wondering some days ago in Paris, facing the deep emotions of childhood memories of the one, and on the other hand the natural, almost since ever, attraction and belonging of the second to that place, that precise place related to the said childhood memories, whether I would indefinitely success to reject my own, if they would someday strike back as hard as they'd been rejected, if I had a past, or if I would remain rootless, the word strikingly fits, rootless, without identity, without past, wanderer and homeless, profoundly... [Lire la suite]
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13 décembre 2007

There would have been at least one beautiful thing today

Hadn't seen dawn for weeks if not months...                   
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13 décembre 2007

...and short break

It is five, my fifth half-liter of tea is gently cooling down besides me - the last one kept me working thus far. Cafeine is alloted to counter tomorrow's devastating shock. EU directives' implementation and court cases, all about birds and butterflies... I was considering setting up a playlist about birds (Whitehouse's Bird seed, Coil's strange and red birds, and Mystified for those on a wire - not Cohen's one) but I suddenly felt an urge to listen to piano concertos. They suit best to the early morning, even in that land of... [Lire la suite]
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12 décembre 2007

Short notice

This is not the right place to display it in full length, but vittu, I put so much efforts in it. an_index_of_metals__two_years_afteryou rise on and rise, crucified by noise
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