20 juillet 2008

Sleep is a facultative facility these days. Feels like should I will to remain awake I would, all sleep being part of a scheme whose nature is not essential by any means. All the compulsory difficulties I have to face are wearing me down though - in this divine mechanism of propulsion a grain of sand in the right gear can bring anything to a standstill, if not an unsolvable deadlock.Been sending wishes to the Moon -- from the above sky to the earth below, hoping it'll help bringing pieces to one. Coming up for forgivenness and... [Lire la suite]
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18 juillet 2008

Friday, July 18, 01:02All hail to the Moon Goddess!
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16 juillet 2008

Days in, days off

Very sexy, very sexy, okay, okay There are days like that, filled with the joy of a concealed promise, the heart on the verge of the lips and happy news blooming and forthwith forgotten, only leaving behind them a trail of light-heartedness...  This unearthly strength and sizzling energy, the satisfaction to see efforts pay off, feeling somehow blessed by unpredictable windfalls and a plenty of smalls chunks of happiness... sowing smiles and cheering up, lifting up hopes and holding them high, at one's arms' strength; so many... [Lire la suite]
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06 juillet 2008

The cotton bud paradigm

When one goes as a student or intern in a foreign country such as Finland, there's one thing never to care about, to buy or to expect missing when the small amount of the travel stock is out. Something that, of course, one only learns living through it, something which can seem futile, but not in the way the evidence grows on: Cotton buds. One explanation would be a wrong estimation of how often one cleans one's ears, or a relative inappropriate packaging size, another one would have something to do with the accumulation effect in... [Lire la suite]
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02 juillet 2008

Seen on the wire II

"Spiritual" effects of mushrooms last a year: study(Note the quotation marks...)
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01 juillet 2008

Rest, not remain

I still like to be the one turning off lights and closing doors, watching over reality and things to keep them from going wild. To keep them together while you are not there. All is very quiet at work. Most are off, and there's only that binational guy - international and a bit rootless, just as most are here - with me in the late afternoon. He asked me a few questions when he arrived, I briefly answered. Now I just drop the last stories in the basket and say "The outlook's in TASTE." "See you tomorrow." All... [Lire la suite]
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29 juin 2008

Polka dot

Strawberries cherries and an angel's kiss in springMy summer wine is really made from all these things I looked with child's eyes at my friends singing, so full of admiration and unconditional love for them both, the two dearest to my heart - certainly no one but me would understand that moment viewed from the crossroads of France and Finland, the profound amusement of the situation and even deeper love I feel for them. Intense nostalgia of past bliss veils that song now and forever, always dedicated to karaoke nights, taxi rides... [Lire la suite]
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21 juin 2008

Juhannus

A time for realizations. A time for openness and clarity. For more direct, heartfelt ways. It wouldn't have been going as the legend - no fire then, none on the lakesides and riverbanks drown in dampness; nor on the innermost shores, but - Light instead. More of a threshold than an apex, blooming inner peace, and deep clarity. The one clarity ripping through the veils of dispensable suffering and complication, deceptively believed to be the essence of things. It is realizing, in a heart-warming surprise, how one's own words believed... [Lire la suite]
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20 juin 2008

A slight taste of divine justice

After the cashier sent me back home without the small can of beer I absolutely needed for cooking, in the recipe, for I forgot to take any ID (do I fucking look like a teenager? Ah, cheerleader smile, eh?); after I ran back there three fucking minutes before it closes for the whole weekend, I grabbed another can and headed to the same cash desk. I was preparing in the queue my most disdainful and loathsome look to send to the blonde checkout operator.As her arm made a brusque move to type a code on the right box, while she was... [Lire la suite]
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20 juin 2008

I sorrow for you

What a bleak light for the brightest day... and it seems every peak of awareness merely uncovers weaknesses and failures (or fêlures, clefts, its French homophone). Most likely pushing one into the same downward loops of despair ever and ever again. If sorrow is finally worth something, is so much sorrow worth a smile? A very real seriousness which at its most extreme point turns into furious black humour, so absurd it is. Possibly for the best, and not downgrading one's grief. Finally... I sorrow for you has already been another you... [Lire la suite]
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